Like an infinity I cannot fathom into numbers

Here's to the most amazing, caring and loving person I have ever met, my mom

Happy 58th birthday ma,
I miss you so much over these years,
That i grew numb to the pain,

Eventhough by mere eyes i cannot see you,
But I feel you,
Flowing through my vein,
Through every lonely night I faced missing you,
Through all the times I thought I was done but your memories keep me going,
Through every happiness I wish you'd be there watching me,

I love you mom,
And I never meant to make it past tense,
Because it's a forever thing,
It's the kind of love I would keep for the rest of my life,

You know why?
Because loving you is so effortless,
And painful at times,
But it hurts me in a good way,
In a way it reminds me how losing you taught me to grow up,

And I did ma,
I did,

And i know you're always watching me,
And i hope i make you proud,


Al-fatihah to my late mom.