MARA or JPA ?

Hey dear readers ;)

So , how are you ? Me , just fine . Enjoying my quiet , single life and currently merendet at my brother's house at kuantan .;)

FYI ,  last night was the first night after one month and a half that i can be called " penganggur " again . :D . So ,as usual this amalin rosly always loves to do things in the eleventh hour . Ngee :D .Anyway , this girl have just realised that today is the last date for mara scholarship application .

Therefore , rinsing my face on 4am in the morning , i rushed to fill up the form . To add the icing on the cake , whoaa -.-, i have just being informed that i need to make an essay on myself and why i chose that course .

So , this is my essay *maafkan saya jika grammar berterabur atau bahasa biasa2 . Saya memang x pandai ponnn :D

Named as Nur Amalin binti Rosly , I am the 8^th child of my family . Through great pain and caesarean way , I was born on 25^th of November in Hospital Bukit Mertajam , Pulau Pinang . Without forgetting the one that had been enduring the pain in labour , my mother is Saadah bt Md Said and also , the one that paid the hospital bills , my father , Rosly bin Muhammad . I am currently staying at Kota Bharu , Kelantan as our family moved there when I was four years old . So , I am the youngest member in my family with two lovely sisters and five protective brothers 

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My father have been retired now and is doing small businesses . Meanwhile , my mother was once an English teacher teaching at my primary school , Sekolah kebangsaan Chabang Empat . During 2006 , I sat for UPSR examination and apparently as a result of my hard work , I got 5 A’S and was being offered to enter SMK Ismail Petra which is my secondary school . So , entering secondary school for the first week was nothing but awkward . It was like I started learning from a again  . But , eventually I started to find my feet there and studied as if there’s no tomorrow . True indeed as people always says “ what we reap is what we sow“ , so I proved it by getting 8 a’s in PMR . Even though a year before I sat for my PMR examination, I went through a really hard time as it was the year my mother died of heart attack , but apparently this is not a girl who would grief for a year . I took my mother’s lost as something called fate and always keep  on reminding myself that I have a big responsibility of making my mother feeling proud of me as I am sure she is always watching me .

“Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass , it’s about learning how to dance in the rain “ , a quote I truly believes and bear in my mind . After my success in PMR , I decided not to apply to another school as I think if all the straight a’s student transfer to other school , then who would be left to raise our school’s name ? . So , continuing my study for upper primary in SMK Ismail Petra , I was lucky . All the teachers were very motivated and determined to teach us everything we need to know and as the time passed by , I realized my true passion , which is chemistry . I was so obsessed with all the calculation in that for a clean record , I have never been wrong in any question that involves calculation in chemistry .  Time really flies and without I realized I have finished answering all subjects in SPM .  

The senior years of mine was not full of books only but also with other activities . I joined choral speaking and represent our school in the district stage . In addition I also joined the school debate team and was the third speaker . Thankfully , we got to represent our QIT Penambang in district level and get the second place.

As the time passed and finally it was the day that all of us were waiting for ,the day the SPM’s result was being announced. Feeling anxious and excited , however could not denied my worries in physics as that’s the one and only subject I was sure I cannot answer it well . Apparently , my thought was right , I didn’t scored straight a’s because of physics . However , I was thankful enough , getting 9 a’s is not bad at all . Most importantly , I scored a in my favorite subject , chemistry .

Sticking to my belief , “ our greatest glory consists not in never falling but in rising every time we fall “ , so I believe even though I didn’t get straight a’s as other students it does not mean the end . I believe everybody deserves a second chance and so do I . Getting a scholarship to further my studies in chemistry would be a dream come true to me as hopefully one day I will be able to reach my deepest dream which is to be a pharmacist . I have suffered a major lost when I lose my mother and how I wished I could help others to reduce the pain . So far there is still no specific cure to heart attack and how I wished I could be the one holding the cure one day .

So , this is all about me , a girl that probably being looked as not as brilliant as those straight a’s student but really believe in myself that I could stand at the same level and probably higher than them one day and do trust that MARA could help me to achieve my dream .

P/s: For those who didn't know , let me inform you that you can only choose one between jpa and mara . And i chose mara as jpa only offers engineering -.-"

I miss him

Ehehe, kontroversi tak tajuk post ni ?

Actually , before you jump into any conclusion , let me finish my sentence first .

"I miss him ,-->Shafiq nazhan "

Dear sapik ,
cik lin  miss those moments when ,
you laugh your heart out when u're being tickle ,
listening to you singing your own version of song ,
when you copy the way cik lin babble to you ,
and also when we dance together whenever we listen to songs. ;)

You have completed cik lin's life for the whole 3 months , making me feels like i'm the luckiest auntie ever to get a nephew like you . You are not an ordinary boy , that is one thing cik lin is very sure .



p/s: Post ini ditaip sambil mendengar lagu ~sedang apa dan di manaa, dirimu yang dulu ku cinta , ku x taw , x lagi taw seperti waktu dulu ~ :')

What a journey

Hey dear :)

As i'm typing this entry , actually i 'm waiting for the next plane to Kota bharu . So, last night had been an unbelievable one for me . Well , i'm quite proud to say that i'm a big girl already now . :D

Cannot quite believe what i say ?

Well , let me tell you something . I board flight from fukuoka to tokyo and then took two buses to go to the international terminal all by myself *p/s:Thanks to this uncle that pull me from getting on a wrong bus. :D, 

then board the plane from tokyo to kuala lumpur . 

and here i am , at the lcct ,sepang all by ,myself waiting for the next flight to kota bharu. 

So , all round up , i have had a great new experience . I  meet a lot of different people during my journey. For my flight from fukuoka to tokyo , i sit next to a japanese guy , so he cannot speak in english and that's it . But different from that flight , my flight from tokyo to kuala lumpur have been a great one . I met this girl named cara if i'm not mistaken . She's very friendly , enthusiastic and loves to learn about new culture . 

and i think i've been a good tourist guide for her . As i asked what is her favourite kind of food and then she told that she loves spicy food , so i recommend her to eat nasi lemak as we arrive in malaysia . She's like very excited , and to make things better , it appeared that airasia does provide nasi lemak .Eventhough that the price did really skyrocketed , *well,suits that we're actually at the sky :D *, she did ordered nasi lemak with the price of 1000yen that if converted to ringgit would cost about rm40 i think . . *p/s:if she wait a bit , she could eat the same nasi lemak with a better taste for rm1.50 only !. :P

so , that's it . There's a bit of drama actually during the flight from kuala lumpur to kota bharu . Well , you know airasia with their usual delaying thing . But alhamdulillah , i've arrived safe and sound already now tidying up my bedroom that doesn't look like one anymore .

p/s: Dear lovely friends , i really hope that me coming back to kelantan is a big present enough .:D. Hee, awin hanyalah bibik , tiada sen sangat untuk membeli ole2 . 

Balik kampung ! :D

Hey dear :D

It is finally the 4th of mac and thus means that it's time for me to go home a.k.a balik kampung already .

*p/s: hihi , ada bibik kesah lagu ni sebenarnya lagu raya ? :D

So , the flight is tonight , from fukuoka to tokyo , tokyo to kuala lumpur and finally tomorrow morning , kuala lumpur to kelantan . *sighs , bibik takut sebenarnya . Kot2 tertukar flight sampai ke bangla ke, kih3, x pernah terjadi macam tu kan ? :D

I really hope that as the tagline , "now , everyone can fly " , my journey today would be smooth and safe . Yeah , i have heard a lot about air asia especially when my own sister have had a not so nice experience with air asia  ,A letter to tony fernandes .

and lastly this is the last walk-walk eat air from this bibik in japan .

p/s: I think i would miss to refer myself as bibik because i'm no longer a bibik as i step my feet in malaysia. :D

I'm the biggest loser wannabe

Assalamualaikum to my dear readers . :)

It had been days since i have got inspiration to update my blog but fortunately ,today is not a disappointment :D.

Well,so as this is my blog , i mean mine ,therefore i consider this as my open diary . :) *boleh blah x gitu ?

So, dear diary , it had been quite a month since i came to japan , and stay with my lovely sister . I've had my best time , infact perhaps the greatest experience so far . It's like i feel like i had my mother back .

Whyy ?

Because you know what , an orphan like me, even as much as i smiled all the time , there's a big hole in my heart that needs someone to make me right , to point where did i screwed up ,and to make me someone who i have to be . :) , and my dear sister is the one that i should thank to for this valuable learning  .

Butt , don't worry . I'm not gonna cry lahh , I've cried too much before . :')

This post is actually about my  diet which screwed up . :D. Sighs , since i've finished my spm , my body have had a tremendous changes . And now that i'm staying in fukuoka ,it's winter , and you must know what do normal human being like me love to do . ,,,, which is makannnnn .

Enough of babbling already , this is the living proof to show how berisi i've been now.
 
 p/s: gamba ni ekslusif taw , kat fb pon itew x letak sbb maluu yang teramat :D

* just say it , i'm gemokk sangatt kan ? :'(

 Pipi kembung + baju tak muat + makan macam raksaksa = me now ..

Bukan salah ibu mengandung sebenarnya , :D. But, it's actually my fault that cannot stand seeing + smeeling delicous food . Plus the fact that my sister really loves to cook food that *uhh , x tahann makk taw .




P/s:Oke, so dahh tengok kan betapa gemuknya itew ? Dahh , jangan nak mengata, itew nak g makan pulak niey . :P

It's a Snowing Day

Hey dear readers .. :)

It felt like days since i updated this blog but actually it is just three days *p/s:hiperbola sangat bibik ni kann ? :D.  Yeah , as a bibik i'm a bit busy whenever weekend came . There was this feast , walking-walking eat air *p/s:jalan2 makan angin* , and bla3 .

But , long story short , I had a really good time this weekend . Blessed to have a sister like mine , i was given the golden chance  , the kind of chance that perhaps this is the first and last one for me to enjoy playing snow .

Snow ????

Yeah , the real snow or japanese called it yuki and malaysian call it salji and not to forget , kelantanese like me *ehehhe , called it salji as well ..:D

 

 *p/s:boleh blah tak gambar ni ? kalau x boleh blahh , sila muntah sekarang . :D

So, I really enjoyed this walking2 eat air . It's like some kind of rejuvenation that i felt like a small girl again playing slide on the snow . *eheh, walaupun masa kecik , tgok kat tv je salji tuu :D*

This time our destination was Tenzan Ski Resort .

Bitsy little information about Tenzan Ski resort :

Tenzan Ski Resort is the only full-service ski resort available in Kyushu and is covered with artificial snow. The resort opens from the middle of November to the end of March. Ski runs are located at 700 to 900m high and 600 to 1,000 m long. The resort offers special programs for groups of foreigners. Visitors can also enjoy various activities besides skiing such as snowball fighting and snow-sledding.
While during summer time, grass-skiing and mountain hiking are popular. The area also provides three tennis courts and a swimming pool. Besides various activities, visitors can also enjoy spectacular scenery with over 4,000 lavender plants bloom at the same time.

Next , there are some pictures of this fortunate bibik enjoying the snow :)

                              *abaikan tudung yang senget benget dan senyum kerenyih ituu :D

and last but not least , please enjoy this posing picture of us . :D

 p/s: Sometime i do wonder that all those praise is genuine or not . I knew that sometimes, i do admit that me myself did became fake for some reason . *eheh , bibik sangatt lah plastikk :P..

Wish you were here

Hey my dear readers .:')

This song really reflects the way I feel all this time . I always wish my mom would be here with me .:')

Actually , I'm fine . Seriously , I'm just fine . Time already heals the wound . But it just make me care when I saw others that have gone through my experience still struggling just to put a smile on their face .

So , I'm thinking whyy not I share my experience too . Sharing this doen not means I'm weak or whatsoever , but just want to make others know that I'm strong . Whyy ?

Because I knew what lost means more than others .

For anyone who have lost someone they loved so much *like me* , I knew that most of the time when others are not looking ,  they would wipe their tears quietly .

Yeah , that's the truth . Same goes for me . 

I lost my mother at a very young age . So , there are times that I really wish that she would be here looking at what I'va achieved this far . Although , there aren't so much success , but at least I got straight A for pmr . And you know what , every time I entered any competition and either I win or lose , I have no one to tell .

That's the most painful feeling I have ever felt . Like you just want to tell everything on your mind but when you look , there's no one by your side .

But , I'm so lucky that I came from a large family . I have 8 siblings , a lot of aunt , uncle , nephew , nieces and friends . They are my strength actually .

So , I'm hoping for those have been through the same experience , broaden your outlook. Try to look further . There are so many other people less fortunate than you . For example , this friend of mine , lost both of his parent during standard 6 , but still live his life as if there is no tomorrow. :P
*sori guna mg jd contoh. :D

P/s: Life is too short to cry . Try to smile ., It would look much better . :)